Stanley
and Clara had never actually met. Their relationship had been planned
from the time they were infants. Their parents had known each other back
in the old country (Serbia) and had planned to have their children marry from
day one. That's how the letters started.
Clara's
parents had spoken so highly of Stanley for so long, that she was sure he was
absolutely wonderful. When Clara turned 18 the letters started arriving
from Philadelphia. At first the letters were quite formal. Mainly
informational about Stanley's school and work and interests. But
eventually the letters became less aloof and more warm. Clara faithfully
answered each letter in turn and slowly felt herself being drawn to
Stanley. Instead of the ivory tower picture get parents had painted for
so long, she started to come to really know him. His strengths and
weaknesses, his passions, loves and interests. She learned the kind of
food he loved, the kind of clothes he wore, even the brand of shampoo he used.
Two
years into this long distance relationship, Clara found herself constantly
thinking of the mailbox, she even scraped it down, sanded it and repainted it
bright red. Daily she would meet the mailman, going for another
letter. Finally, the big letter came. It contained the big
question. Stanley was coming to Des Moines and he wanted Clara to marry
him. Clara couldn't write back fast enough.
Clara
told her parents, and all her friends. She told the grocer, the mailman,
the lady at the post office and her pastor. Clara was on cloud nine.
Four days, 23 hours and nine minutes later another letter arrived. This one had Stanley's exact arrival day and time. Clara could hardly wait.
Four days, 23 hours and nine minutes later another letter arrived. This one had Stanley's exact arrival day and time. Clara could hardly wait.
Finally
the day arrived, as did Stanley. But Clara stood by the mailbox waiting
for the mail truck. Clara's mother came out and reminded her that Stanley
was at the train station. Clara said to not bother her, she was waiting
for a letter from Stanley. When no letter arrived, Clara went to her
room, pulled out the very large box of previous letters from Stanley and spent
several hours rereading many of her favorites. Stanley came to her door,
but Clara was too busy reading letters to bother seeing him.
The
next day Stanley took the train home, alone. Clara sat in her room
reading letters and dreaming of Stanley. Every day, Clara performed what had
become a ritual. She would meet the mailman at the box, and receiving no
letter would retire to her room and read over many of Stanley's letters.
Forty years later, the newspaper boy found her face down in a box of yellowing
handwritten letters, dead.
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