Wednesday, October 9, 2024

First Emptiness then Fulfillment

 

            Joe and Maria sat in the near silence of their living room, with only the sound of the grandfather clock ticking in the background, a family heirloom that had been passed down the matriarchal line for the last seven generations. Joe had turned thirty-nine that previous spring and Maria was only two years behind him, both of them saddened and desperate at their failure to have children. A constant ache in the hearts of them both, struggling for the last eighteen years, and finding no solution in western medicine, natural medicine or TCM.

              The possibility of adoption had been discussed between them, as the dreaded forty-year mark drew close, they knew that this was their last option if children were to be a part of their future. Joe pulled Maria to her feet, seated her at the dining room table, and retrieved the adoption paperwork from the desk in his office, already fully filled out but needing only their signatures. Both disappointed and excited, they signed the documents, scanned them into their computer and sent them by email to the adoption agency.

              By the end of the week, Maria received a phone call while Joe was at work, informing them that their paperwork had been received, had been processed and they would likely have news of a child by month's end. Trembling with excitement, Maria hung up the call, placed a call to Joe and shared the exciting news. Joe arrived home that evening laden with take out sushi as a small celebration of making this first step and the possibility of finding the child they had dreamed of for years.

              They enjoyed their dinner with a glass of Gewurztraminer, while watching the final episode of their favorite show on their streaming service. Eleven o'clock came and went with Joe carrying Maria to bed, having fallen asleep halfway through the episode. He took a quick shower, slipped into bed beside her to immediately receive a pair of very cold feet, to then be awakened two hours later with a phone call from the adoption agency, informing them that a child had just been born and the young mother decided that she could not keep him.

              With a combination of excitement and sickness in their stomachs, they quickly dressed and hurried to the hospital to finalize the paperwork and bring home the healthy child at the end of the following day. Thankful for the weekend, Joe and Maria returned home to rise early the next day for a trip to numerous stores, in order to be fully prepared for the arrival of little Noah. Wincing at the amount of money that they needed to spend, they were thrilled as well that their dream was finally coming true.

              In what seemed like a flash, little Noah was no longer little, and was signed up for kindergarten, fully literate and articulate, to receive a commendation from the school with the strong suggestion that he be moved into first grade immediately, as he seemed bored and distracted with the elementary and basic stimulation typically received by the average five-year-old. As he reached the halfway mark of the first grade, he received another commendation from the school with another strong recommendation to be moved into the second grade.

              This became a regular pattern for Noah as he found himself jumping grades and entering high school at the age of ten. His parents were concerned with the social interaction and the likely difficulties that would follow but his size and his academic prowess allowed him to blend in and make friends, being more of a mentor and student aid than a peer. Graduating at the age of thirteen, he received a full scholarship for the local university, to then continue his faster than usual academic progress. With a particular special interest in chemistry, he received a job offer after earning his Ph.D in organic chemistry at the age of nineteen.

              Following six months of employment, he saved as much money as possible, buying only that which was necessary, making the lives of his parents that much more comfortable, for all the love and grace they poured into him over his years of growth and development. A full year had passed, and Maria began to become concerned as she noticed that Noah appeared overworked and exhausted, staying up too late, being out with co-workers, and looking, overall, spent and distracted.

              Three months of this behavior crept by which finally led to a radical change in Noah's behavior, as he began to speak of the importance of helping those in need, giving up the comforts and distractions that most would consider a normal part of life.

              Later on a beautiful summer day he stood in the lab, struggling over a question regarding oxalic acid, penciling through the structure several times, he felt himself to be at an impasse. Looking across the lab, he saw Daryl leaning over his workspace with his stomach resting on the countertop, looking tired and sweaty. He slipped on his jacket, announced his need to take a short walk, to then depart from the building, heading into the poorest and most dangerous part of town.

              He picked up a peppermint mocha and walked the streets, looking at store fronts, looking at other pedestrians, and looking at the nature of people in general. The steady stream of customers in and out of a dispensary, an adult bookstore, and a liquor mart was only matched by the number of homeless staggering in and out of alleys, always looking for the pleasure and distraction that seemed to control nearly everyone.

              A particular young woman caught his attention as he entered and exited an alley at least five times with a different man each time, for reasons obvious based on her choice and near lack of clothing. Noah returned to his office, closed his door, and placed a call to a former university mate who worked in a lab similar to his own in a city on the other side of the state, hoping for a new perspective on his oxalic acid question.

              As they caught up on one another's lives, a curious idea popped into Noah's head, which he then mentioned to his former classmate. "Hey, Jack, I was downtown a little bit ago and couldn't help but notice that everyone has some sort of vice that dominates their lives and the suffering that naturally follows from it, especially those who sell themselves out to accommodate these passions. I'm thinking I should rent a storefront in that area and open a soup kitchen. If you're interested in doing the same, I'll front the money for you, for this problem is certainly not limited to only my city."

              The two men agreed on pursuing the endeavor and within a month Noah funded and operated a fully functional soup kitchen, helping those who struggled with vices, some repugnant and others socially acceptable. As the year progressed and he witnessed the success of feeding those in lack, he expanded his contact list to include other former classmates scattered across the entire country, starting a chain, as it were, like a free fast-food restaurant, but instead, food that was healthy and actually helped others.

              It was on his 85th birthday that Noah rejoiced at the incredible success his soup kitchen chain enjoyed, seeing over one hundred locations, feeding tens of thousands of people. When each location opened, further connections were made with religious groups, Alcoholics Anonymous, vocational training centers, and counseling services.

              Noah closed his eyes for the last time, leaving the incredible work to his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, knowing that this work would continue on, spreading, he hoped, across the world. While initially funded from his own means, over time Noah received support from other businessmen, politicians, and those in the entertainment industry, to see a radical change take over and transform peoples lives. He breathed his last knowing that he did all that he could with the means he possessed, with the brilliant mind he continually challenged, and having a love for his neighbor, when so many simply despised those who were outside of and, what they believed, beneath them.


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