Christopher clung to the rock wall, his face,
wet with perspiration, pressed tight to the sheer granite, his hands, clammy,
grasped, fruitlessly, to find a hold, and his feet, firmly planted on the sandy
soil shuffled along, confused as to why they were even involved in this bizarre
canter. Then in one quick motion, Christopher dropped to his hands and
knees, still pressed tight to the rock, trying desperately to avoid the blazing
sun overhead. The sun, a blazing golden orb, paid no attention to the
desperate man trying so hard to avoid his touch. Next Christopher dove to
his left, wishing desperately that this now in reach rock formation would
provide some sort of shade. But it did not. Christopher whimpered
and scuttled somewhat crab like, back to the rock wall, sheer, smooth,
unforgiving and seemingly without pinnacle.
He stepped over the motionless body of a very
fat man, lying face down in the sand, his head mostly buried. Christopher
knew the man was not dead, no one ever died here, at least in the time
Christopher had been around. And that seemed like an awful long
time. So boring, so pointless, so hot. Christopher could not
remember how long he had been here or even arriving here, wherever here
was. He had it in the back of his mind that he was in Bakersfield, CA,
but knew he wasn't. "Here", was far too dirty and hot for
Bakersfield. At least there were no gangs here. There was no
community, no collaboration, no cliques or groups or collectives, whatsoever. And for Christopher, that was perfectly fine, he despised
others. He turned around and kicked the fat man in the kidneys, simply
because he could. The man's body flailed in shock, but only for a moment
and then went motionless again. Christopher shielded his eyes and looked
across the barren sand. Off in the distance beyond the sand, beyond the
stone bridge that crossed the yawning precipice, Christopher could see nearly a
dozen young men in knee length white shorts and no shirts, playing a game of
volleyball. The men didn't see Christopher, or at least paid him no
attention. Typically, Christopher avoided exposing himself to those on
the other side, but the slight hint of music that had drifted across the chasm,
caught his ear. He shuddered and retched, the music actually triggering a
physical reaction in him. Christopher looked at the stone bridge, covered
in dust, having never seen use, at least in the time that Christopher had been
here. "Although there was that one time, quite some time ago",
Christopher said out loud to himself (and finishing the thought in his mind),
that one really skinny guy started running toward the bridge, but just before
he reached its opening, he veered to the left and threw himself over the edge,
into the chasm. The sudden movement startled Christopher, especially seeing the
guy disappear over the edge. But he merely paused and turned back to the
rock wall, only to meet the same guy, ten minutes later, one again gripping the wall
and swearing under his breath.
Moving along the wall, Christopher stumbled, smacking
his face on a small protrusion, chipping his tooth. He looked back to see
a single hand, actually only four fingers, sticking out of the ground. It was
grasping, reaching, struggling, eventually working out to an entire arm,
shoulder and then upper body. An extremely homely, old woman pulled
herself out of the sand and threw up on Christopher's shoes. He kicked
her and continued on his way.
Christopher would have maintained his current
path, but the music caught his attention again, but this time he noticed the
volleyball games had stopped. All twelve men were looking over toward
Christopher. One of them waved. Christopher threw back his middle
finger. He would have spit too, had his mouth not been so dry. All
of the men turned and walked to their end of the bridge. It was then that
Christopher panicked. The far that gripped him clouded his vision and
turned his stomach. But he had no where to go. The rock wall kept
him circling the chasm but led no where. The men stopped at the bridge's
opening and waited, for what, Christopher had no idea. Christopher hated
them, deeply and passionately, thoughts of violence and perversion flooded his
mind, things he could do, or would do to them, if he could muster up enough
courage to not run away. But he only ran. In pointless circles around and
back, trying desperately to avoid the men, eventually, they turned,
disappearing from view, leaving Christopher to curse them, without reason and
running in circles. Eventually Christopher collapsed, tripping over
the fat man. He too lay motionless, trying to catch his breath, but only
sucking in dust and sand. He lay for a while, but began to itch as sand
fleas worked their way into his pants and shirt, biting him. Christopher
arose again, clinging the rock wall and cursing.