Prokhor was an unusual child to say
the least. Born in Kursk, Russia to loving and faithful parents, he would speak
little, watch, listen, and remember every conversation to which he was privy,
glean wisdom, rejecting foolishness, and wondering why so many people regarded
him as odd, when it was them who followed strange, unnatural customs which drew
them away from that which made one truly human.
From
the day he could talk, he would frequently wander away from home to find anyone
who was speaking, to listen, to watch, to understand, and to marvel at the
behavior of so many that was clearly foolish and unnatural. As he would come
upon any conversation, he would stop and listen, staring wide eyed, taking in
every word and internally criticizing and analyzing what was being said,
comparing to the wisdom he heard from a small handful of people.
Regardless
of time, or day, or weather, little Prokhor would travel from one end of town
to the other, seeking out adults in conversation, learning what he could,
understanding what he could, and remembering every detail to then hurry home
and write down the rare comments of wisdom so as to fill himself with
excellence rather than silly distraction as he saw in the other children.
After
a particularly long day on the streets of the city, gathering the occasional
nuggets of wisdom, he returned home to see his mother sitting on the edge of
his bed reading his notebook of wisdom. "What is this, my son?" she
asked. In response, Prokhor explained how he spent his time, the bits of wise
comments and thoughts that he would hear on occasion and his burning desire to
write them down so they would not be lost. As he spoke, his small frame was
racked with a coughing spell, eventually bringing blood into his mouth.
His
mother saw the trickle of blood emerge from between his lips and in a panic
rushed him into his bed, urging him to stay put while she gathered ingredients
to make him some soup. As she left the room, he pulled himself up into a
sitting position in order to read his book of wisdom, which eventually led to
his falling asleep.
In
his dreams, he saw a beautiful young woman who promised to heal him of his
infirmity, but this would only take place after some days when a group of men
would proceed past his house. He woke to the sound of his mother calling his
voice and he leaned over onto one elbow to receive spoonful's of hot soup,
which washed away the salty taste of blood from his mouth.
As
the day came to an end, his father returned home from his job and came into his
room, a look of deep concern on his face and an insistence that a doctor be
called, for Prokhor was his only son and to lose him would be a devastating
loss. Midday the following day, an elderly man entered his room and examined
the small boy with a variety of instruments, salves, and ointments that Prokhor
knew would actually tell him nothing. The doctor, looking downcast, told his
mother that there was nothing he could do to help the boy and his future
recovery did not seem likely.
Several
days passed and Prokhor could only look out the window, sad at his prognosis,
sad about his confinement to bed and his loss of opportunity to find and
document wisdom. Feeling somewhat stifled, he swung his feet from the bed and
slightly opened the window, relishing the cool, flesh air. As he enjoyed the
change of environment, he would hear a large number of people cheering, forcing
him to rise to his feet, open the window further, and lean out to try to see
what was taking place.
As
he continued to lean out, he heard his mother rush into his room and pull him
back inside, bundle him up in multiple layers of clothing, insisting that he
accompany her outside for the Kursk icon of the Theotokos was unexpectedly
approaching. Despite the rain and cold, he and she stood at the edge of the
road and waited for the procession to arrive, and as it passed in front of
their house, his mother lifted him from his feet and pressed his face into
icon. As they approached, he realized that the woman thereon was the same woman
from his dream, carrying the same kind smile with bright loving eyes.
As
his lips touched the written image, he felt as if an explosion went off inside
of his chest, causing him to take in a huge breath of fresh, cold air. He and she
hurried back into the house, where he was placed back on his bed, urging his
mother that he suddenly felt perfectly whole and restored and no longer needed
to be confined. He remained sitting on the edge of his bed, while his mother
hurried down the street to bring the doctor back to their home. He once again
examined little Prokhor and marveled at what seemed to be a miraculous
recovery.
After
the doctor left, Prokhor undressed, took a bath and ate a normal dinner of
solid food rather than the thin, hot soup that had been his staple for the past
several days. Submitting to his mother's request, he stayed home until his
father returned, promising to eat and rest well until the next day. In the back
of his mind, he knew that with the first morning light, he would be back on the
streets, listening, watching, and documenting every morsel of wisdom he could
find.
At
the end of his third day on the streets seeking wisdom, he saw the parish
priest and inquired of the location of the Kursk icon that had passed his home
a few days prior. The priest took him by his hand, led him to the parish and
showed him exactly where the icon hung near the iconostasis. A burning erupted
in his chest, and he sank to his knees in front of the icon, where he remained
until the full darkness of night fell. It was only when his father arrived that
he was forced to go home and sleep in his own bed.
The
next day with the first morning light, Prokhor rose from his bed before either
of his parents had woken and hurried to the parish to once again kneel before
the icon. Within an hour, he was joined by seven men dressed in all black with
long beards and strange circular little, black hats. Even while gazing up at
the icon, he could overhear them talking and he marveled at the quality and
insight of their words. They spoke like no one he ever before had heard and he
put in extra effort to remember everything that they said and within a short
time, they all left as a single body.
As
the noon hour arrived, the priest entered the parish and knelt beside Prokhor,
asking if he had been there all day. Prokhor confirmed that this was true, and
he then asked who the seven men were who had come earlier. The priest explained
that these were monks visiting from an ancient monastery found deep in the
northern woods and that he would be happy to take Prokhor there for a visit, if
his parents approved.
The
priest then left and returned a few moments later, to confirm that his mother
gave permission to take Prokhor to the monastery and after walking for an hour
through the thickest and deepest of forests, he and the priest arrived at a
collection of small huts and a small chapel. It was at that moment that Prokhor
knew his time of wallowing in the foolishness of those in the city was over.
For the next seven years, he would walk every day for an hour through the
forest to this collection of small, dirty huts in order to listen to, embrace,
and document the wisdom from these radically different men.
On
the day of his 18th birthday, he approached the priest and asked if he, now an
adult, could go and live among the monastics, for the noise, chaos, and
emptiness of the city had no appeal for him. The priest agreed but only once
Prokhor would first inform his parents of his desire to do so. Within an hour,
he returned to the parish wearing a massive copper cross, a gift from his
mother, which she trusted would be something to remind him of her and his
father while he was away. She begged him to come visit on occasion, and he told
her that he would do his best to make that journey, though his heart was not
inclined to return to the vacuous nature of the city.
Young
Prokhor joined the other monks, moving into one of the small huts in order to
have a place to sleep that would offer protection from the cold and the rain.
Every day he would follow the other monks around, listen to their wisdom, offer
to do work for them simply as a means to spend time immersed in their wisdom.
After
a time, he gained the nickname, "the listening one", and eventually
began imitating their speech, their movements, and their schedule, trusting
that he too could one day share wisdom with others. Seven years passed, and he
returned to the city to visit his parents, to see the overjoyed response in
their face as he showed up at their door. The noise and ugliness of the city
made him feel lost and dirty and after the sacrifice of a visit to his former
home, he vowed to never again return to this ugly, empty place filled with
people of ugly, empty souls, who seemed to care more about earning money, being
comfortable and being well fed.
He
returned to the monastery and after two more years came to understand that he
had surpassed all of his monastic brothers, prompting him to request permission
from the abbot to withdraw into the forest further north in order to be alone,
focus on silence, prayer, and destroying the passions. Receiving the blessing
to do so, he disappeared into the deeper, more secluded forest, to then fall
ill. In his solitude, he knew that he was incapable of remaining in such a
state in solitude, so he returned to the monastery to become bedridden, once
again, but this time for three years.
His
thoughts returned to his childhood sickness, his dream of the beautiful woman,
and the Kursk icon that passed in front of his home. As he drifted in and out
of dreams, wakefulness, and consciousness, he cried out to the Theotokos to
visit him once again. After the passing of how much time he did not know, the
Theotokos and an older gentleman appeared to him in a dream and she pointed at
him and spoke to the older man, saying, "He is of our lineage." She
then reached out and touched him, setting off the same sort of explosion within
him as he experienced in his youth.
As he fully expected, a massive intake of cool air filled him and brought him back to full health, reviving in him, once again, the desire to flee into the solitude of the further northern forest. He shared his desire and request to the abbot but was declined until he officially became part of the monastery, being ordained as a hierodeacon, and committed to speaking his wisdom to any who would hear him.
Prokhor submitted to the abbot's direction and guidance, to
then commit himself to a different kind of solitude, where he spent all of his
free time in the chapel before the iconostasis, immersed in prayer. Though he
was alone, he still spent all of his time listening, thinking, and embracing
the wisdom that came to him from his visions of eternity and of angels.