The little boy lay alone on a
single blanket on the laminate floor, hidden behind another blanket that had
been pinned to the ceiling, creating a type of private room all of his own. The
light that bled through the bedroom window was enough to allow him to read the
small pile of comic books his mother had found in a dumpster a few blocks from
their apartment. The apartment was absolutely silent, a painful reminder of how
common it was for him to spend his evenings cold, hungry, and longing for
company.
He
knew he had been alone for many hours, prompting him to slip out from behind
his blanket to see that the clock in the living room had finally reached the
ten o’clock hour. The sound of a key in the front door lock triggered a fight
or flight response in him, pushing him to hurry back to his tiny, cold, and
empty space. He curled up on the thin, single blanket that served as his sleep
space, to hear his mother and a random stranger stagger into the apartment and
enter the other bedroom.
The
banging on the wall, the sound of his mother’s labored breathing, and the
bestial growls of the random stranger assaulted his hearing, bringing up images
of his mother from so many nights just like this one. Little Jesse drilled his
fingers into his ears to drown out the horrible sounds, the slaps and the
punches that always left his mother begging for mercy.
Evenings like this one were common, one bleeding into the next, until Jesse could no
longer keep track of how many men followed his mother into their apartment,
abused her, paid her cash, and then left after about an hour. Every evening was
the same, she would arrive around ten o’clock with one stranger, to then leave
shortly after he departed, to then return an hour later with another stranger,
and repeat the cycle over and over.
The
following morning Jesse woke to an empty apartment, cold, hungry, and confused
about the absence of his mother. “This doesn’t make any sense,” he muttered to
himself. “She is always here in the morning to make me breakfast, to hug me,
and to make sure that I have everything that I need.” Following his usual
routine, he took a quick shower, dressed appropriately for the cold weather,
and searched through the kitchen in hopes of finding something to eat.
The
only fruit from his searching endeavors was a mostly empty box of breakfast
cereal and a single bottle of ketchup in the refrigerator. He warmed up a cup
of water in the microwave to pour over the meagre portion of cereal, which
would barely begin to satiate his raging hunger. He finished his meal, searched
through his mother’s bedroom to find a wad of cash, which would allow him to
make a trip to the grocery store only three blocks away.
He
slipped on his shoes and jacket to brave the cold walk, stepping over homeless
people, garbage, and countless syringes. He reached the opening of an alleyway
and saw a pair of bare legs sticking out from underneath a pile of cardboard.
He recognized a tattoo on the left leg which perfectly matched that of his
mothers. “Oh, no, this is not good,” he said under his breath. He hurried into
the alley, pulled the cardboard away and looked into the face of his mother,
motionless and slightly blue.
A
wave of nausea passed over him as he wondered what would become of him now that
he was truly alone. He hurried from the scene, found a police officer and led
him back to his mother. “Oh, little man, I am so sorry,” the officer said.
“Here, come with me back to my police car. You need somewhere safe to be, while
I call child protective services.” Jesse sat in the back seat of the car and
pressed his forehead onto his knees, terrified at what was going to happen
next.
Within
a few minutes, a middle-aged woman arrived and took him to a beautiful, warm,
and safe home. She introduced him to a woman a few years older than his mother,
who was clean, kind, and gentle. The three of them sat down at the kitchen
counter for a snack, of which Jesse was utterly thankful, as he was still
hungry from his small portion of breakfast cereal.
He
watched the two women fill out some paperwork and then the middle-aged woman
left, which was followed by the kind woman in her beautiful home showing Jesse
his own room with an actual bed and a private bathroom. Before the woman had a
chance to leave, he hugged her with intensity and flopped down on the soft and
warm bed.
“I
was about to start making lunch,” she said. “Come downstairs in about twenty
minutes and we can enjoy a meal together. You can call me Carole.”
“Thank
you, Carole,” Jesse said. “You have beautiful, warm, and comfortable home. This
is nothing like the home my mother provided for me. Do you live here alone?”
“No,
my husband James is at work right now,” she said. “He’ll be back around five
o’clock and the three of us can enjoy dinner together. I know that the three of
us will get to know one another well. I am excited to hear about you, what
things you like, and what we can do to make you feel safe and comfortable.”
Weeks
turned into months, and months turned into years, and during all of this time,
Jesse grew in a loving, kind, gentle, and generous young man, well-educated with
a heart toward helping people. He graduated from high school and began a series
of classes at a local culinary school. His cold, lonely, and empty childhood
before coming to live with Carole and James, moved him to find great joy in
creating wonderful meals for other people.
He
graduated at the top of his class and began developing the idea of starting his
own restaurant in the oldest, poorest, and most troubled part of the city.
James and Carole offered to buy everything he would need to establish the
restaurant and hire workers to assist him.
“James
and Carole, I was thinking that I would just serve breakfast and lunch,” he
said. “But in the evenings, I would provide free meals to the homeless people
and the prostitutes that fill our city. So many people look down upon these
poor souls and treat them as if they were less than human. If I can do good,
help them, and feed them, their lives will be that much better.”
Jesse
spent the next two weeks visiting multiple different locations for his
restaurant until finally deciding on one that perfectly satisfied his ideas. He
hired a group of college students to empty the building, clean it, and bring it
up to code for the health department. Once everything was ready, he ordered the
kitchen equipment, the tables and chairs, and created an account with a food
delivery service. Within two weeks of everything arriving, he began advertising
and saw a wonderful flood of people visiting his restaurant.
After
establishing a good name and reputation, he began to interact with the homeless
people and the prostitutes, inviting them to his restaurant anytime they were
hungry during the dinner hours. Breakfast and lunch hours were always
remarkably busy, which led to an abundance of income, allowing him to provide
free meals for those who were truly in need. Each time he watched a young woman
enter the restaurant, he was reminded of his mother and the suffering she went
through so many evenings.
He
greeted each person as they entered his restaurant, speaking softly and kindly,
offering them any meal they desired. He could see every bruise, every tattoo,
and the heart-rending hollowness in their eyes. The occasional person would
stick out as unusual and he could see potential in some, hoping they would turn
away from their poor life choices, occasionally offering them a chance to work
in his restaurant, as a greeter, a dishwasher and sometimes as a waiter.
He
could see the emptiness and coldness melt within them when they spoke. “If only
someone could have offered my mother something like this,” he thought. “But if
they had, I wouldn’t be in this situation to help these people in this way.”
Finally, one young woman accepted his offer to work in the kitchen and her work
ethic was exceptional, her attitude and thankfulness were surprising. The joy
that filled him as he watched her slowly transition into a healthy person with
hopes and dreams now within her reach, moved him to offer her more
opportunities to grow, to learn, and learn how to love and care for others.
Many
years passed and Jesse watched his restaurant continue to blossom, allowing him
to open other restaurants around other difficult places in the city. In each of
them, he continued to hire more homeless people and prostitutes, giving them
the opportunity to improve themselves, grow, and learn. As he continued to grow
older, he became friends with many of these people who had never truly known
love or kindness. Jesse never married but he established his string of
restaurants under a board of directors who would continue the work after he
grew too old to eventually pass away.
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