Gligor rose early that morning for
the purpose of being prepared when the herd of antelope passed through the open
plain just beyond his clan's cave. It was a dangerous trip from the cave
through the woods, traveling alone in the dark and upon his arrival to the edge
of the forest meeting the open plain, he climbed the furthest tree, taking a
seat in the blind about twelve feet off of the ground. The darkness through
which he had just passed slowly transitioned into dawn, creating visibility
across the open plain.
The
rising of the sun always made him smile and he could feel the excitement of the
coming hunt building within his chest. Now that sunlight had crept into all
corners of the forest and punched through the canopy, he lowered himself to the
forest floor, readied his spear and remained at the back side of the tree
waiting for the sounds of the soon to be approaching herd.
After
taking several deep breaths, he rotated all of his limbs, warmed himself up for
the action that would soon take place, and a distant gentle rumble let him know
that the time had come. The first two antelope leapt into the plain to be
almost immediately followed by at least two dozen others running at full speed.
He locked his attention upon one in the middle and released his spear, driving
the stone tip directly into the animal's heart, dropping it to the ground to
bleed out.
The
rest of the herd continued on, leaping past their fallen comrade, to disappear
further down the plain, giving Gligor open space to skin and butcher the
animal. He rolled the hide into a tube shape that rested over his shoulder, the
meat was cut into medium size pieces, and the bones and organs were left in a
pile to be scavenged by the wild animals. With the additional weight of the
kill, he needed to follow the stream to a bridge further down, requiring him to
pass by another clan with whom he and his had a less than amicable
relationship.
His
pathway and steps were cautious and silent, for the last thing he needed was to
encounter a scouting party who would certainly take the hide and meat from him.
Before revealing his presence, he stayed at the edge of the tree line to scan
for any signs of activity. Searching every possible space, he double and triple
checked the land before him and breathed a sigh of relief as he saw no
activity.
Keeping
his body low and walking at the edge of the steam to avoid splashing water and
the crackling of branches or swishing grass, he kept his sight and hearing on
anything that gave any hint of exposure. The sound of a single voice gently
humming caught his attention and he lay himself flat in the short grass, trying
to triangulate the source of the sound. Deciding that it came from the water's
edge about thirty feet ahead of him, he rose to his hands and knees to see a
young woman performing a morning cleansing ritual.
He
took one step forward to unfortunately step on a small branch, releasing a
small snap, causing the girl to turn and look at him, to give a smile and a
subtle wave. He held his finger in front of his lips, begging her to remain
silent as he passed by. She nodded, acknowledging his request, and slowly moved
out of the water as he approached. Feeling somewhat awkward, the girl was
completely disrobed and embraced him, whispering for him to take her with him.
He
motioned toward her pile of clothes that sat at the edge of the grass, and she
hurried toward them to clothe herself, then returned to take his hand, pulling
him toward the bridge that sat another hundred yards downstream. They moved in
silence downstream, crossed the bridge, and he could feel her eyes upon him,
and her hand in his. As they descended into a valley to disappear from view
from the small village of her clan, she finally spoke, introducing herself and
thanking him for helping her escape.
"I
am so thankful that you arrived when you did," she said, "I have been
looking for a chance to get away from them, for my father was planning on
trading me to the military leader of our clan for his commitment to help my
father retain his position of power."
Gligor
listened to her story and thought she was pretty, and kind, and was happy to
know that he helped someone escape from a bad situation. A young girl as
payment for something like this just seemed wrong to him. The two of them spoke
for the remainder of the walk back to his clan, but he spoke with caution as he
couldn't be too careful when dealing with someone from this other clan, who
were known for their hostility and deception.
They
rose from the valley and approached the collection of caves to find that clan
activity was fully engaged. Gligor led the girl to the clan mothers who stood
around the campfire, and he explained what had happened on the other side of
the stream. The girl was far too young for marriage, so he hoped that she could
be assimilated into the clan for her own protection. He unwrapped the meat from
the antelope and presented it to the women for preparation, to then bring the
hide to the older men for cleaning and tanning.
He
and the clan leaders sat around a second, smaller fire and he talked through
the details of his hunting victory, his return to the stream, his finding the
girl, and the long walk back home. Strong words of warning and caution was the
response he expected, as the clan chief spoke of this young girl probably being
a distraction, to give them a reason to attack them and rescue the girl. Gligor
understood the concern but truly wanted to believe that he had done something
good in getting the girl away from them.
The
first day passed, then a week, and then a month, which encouraged Gligor that
he had done something good in helping her. The girl seemed to become part of
the clan, befriending the other girls around her age, and regularly interacting
with him, frequently dropping comments and hints that they should one day be
married. By this time, he had just turned seventeen and she was clearly a
couple years younger, and in his opinion, too young to marry, and he had much
to learn before he became an active part of the leadership of the clan.
A
full year passed, and they saw nothing of the other clan that hinted at a
hostile response to the girl's disappearance. A second year passed, and the
clan mothers began planning for the marriage between them, a traditional
practice that had nothing to do with romance or personal interest. As the year
drew to its end, just before the autumn rains began to fall, the marriage
ceremony took place and was consummated in the presence of the clan mothers,
with the goal of adding a new child to the clan.
The
impregnation did not take place but the following spring they succeeded in
their efforts. Over the next ten years, four children were born from them, yet
Gligor could sense that something was wrong, as the girl seemed to be pulling
further and further away from him, spending more time with other young mothers,
the clan mothers, and focusing on her children.
Gligor
remained faithful and focused, fulfilling his role as husband, father,
provider, and an active part of the clan leadership, wondering what exactly was
happening and what he could do to change the course she seemed to be taking.
Her general lack of interest in him turned into a disdain and eventually into
hostility until he felt everything drop away, leaving a hollow, empty, dead
feeling inside.
He
maintained his faithfulness and love toward her and their children, but nothing
he did seemed to change anything, make anything better, or move her in any
positive way. He felt like he was running into a stone wall, making no
progress, and making no substantial change to the situation except for the
damage to himself. Her hatred was shocking, and he could make no sense of its
origin or goal, as if she deliberately and specifically wished to destroy him,
their family, and all of the good he had poured into them.
The
kindness and love only continued to come from him and he could see no other
path or progress to follow that would change anything. More than several times,
he walked in on her while she was with another man, either in their cave, out
in the woods, and even once out in an open prairie, each time an excuse was
given, words were twisted, and he ended up being the one to blame for her
unhappiness and infidelity.
The
light in his soul only continued to dim, and the emptiness in his heart grew
larger with each day after the seventh encounter of her infidelity. Eventually,
he packed a small bag and walked away from the clan, giving the girl the
opportunity to make a decision and act on it. A full week had passed when he
returned to the clan to find that she and the children had departed to rejoin
her clan on the other side of the stream.
He
arrived at the caves very early that morning and sat before the cold and
inactive campfire, feeling lost and confused, empty and hopeless, wondering
where it had all gone wrong. It seemed as if the warning from the clan leaders
had been the reverse of what was feared. She came in among them, became one of
them, and then left with his children, taking away that which had become the
most important part of his life.
Now
that it had come to this, he knew that there was nothing left to do, there was
no other path to follow, or activities to achieve to undo and restore what had
been lost. Those who should have been the next generation were now gone,
following the ways of a foreign group, a twisted group, an alien culture that
was so far beneath everything that he and his had achieved. What was once good,
beautiful, and right had now become twisted, ugly, and lost.
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